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14 May 2010 @ 09:44 am
It all came down to this...  

 Author notes: I don't really write fic often. I am more of a reader. But I felt inspired by last nights episode. Constructive critisim is awesome. If you hate it don't say anything I am fragile! :-)
Warnings: Spoiler for 5x22 finale if you haven't seen it don't read this.

It all came down to this. This final moment. Everything slowed down as Sam stared at Dean’s swollen, battered face. He could still feel the images flashing through his mind of their whole life together. Of the times in the Impala as kids, up through adulthood. They say that when you die your whole life flashes before your eyes. Maybe that’s what this was. As he looked at his brother who lay on the ground broken... (but alive) he prayed Dean remembered his promise to go on.

This was his time to make things right. He brought this upon the world and now he had to fix it. Even now, as he looked down into that endless hole in the ground, he could feel Lucifer scratching away at his mind and soul trying to lock in again. But he couldn’t, wouldn’t, let that happen.

“Sam! It’s not going to end this way. Step back!”

“You’re going to have to make me!”

“I have to fight my brother, Sam. Here and now. It’s my destiny.”

Destiny... And wasn’t that what had gotten them into this mess in the first place? No. Not here... Not now... Destiny was what you made it. That was one lesson both the Winchesters had learned.

             Sam looked over at Dean and realized that this was it. His last chance to save his brother and humanity. He had to sacrifice himself into the pit, and for that he had to let go of his brother. He would do it for Dean, and for humanity. As hard as it was, he would always have those memories of him and his brother together. That was something he hoped to cling to in Hell. But for now, all he could do was fall, close his eyes, take a deep breath, arms outstretched like wings.


Current Location: home
Current Mood: nervousnervous
Current Music: none
tracys_dreamtracys_dream on May 15th, 2010 06:21 am (UTC)
I really like this. :)
Specialagentldy: happy2specialagentldy on May 15th, 2010 06:44 am (UTC)
Thank you. :-D
zenamydogzenamydog on May 15th, 2010 06:31 am (UTC)
Oh man, I cried for this, even though I didn't cry at all in the finale'. WTG! Beautiful.
Specialagentldy: happy3specialagentldy on May 15th, 2010 06:45 am (UTC)
Awww, you made me so happy!! THank you! :-D
ckllckll on May 15th, 2010 06:43 am (UTC)
Beautiful! The last paragraph almost made me cry.
Specialagentldy: happy4specialagentldy on May 15th, 2010 06:45 am (UTC)
Oh thank you so much! I am beaming right now! :-D
utpote_exordiumutpote_exordium on May 15th, 2010 06:49 am (UTC)
Aww I like this. It's so sad but so good! Nice work :)
Specialagentldy: blowingsparklekissesspecialagentldy on May 15th, 2010 06:46 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much! :-D
noturbaby: impalahezio2 on May 15th, 2010 01:09 pm (UTC)
I thought this was cannon. Are you sure you made this up? I'm pretty sure it's what happened on the screen...In other words, obviously I found this dead on. Perfect expansion of the scene in the show.
Specialagentldy: excitementgirlspecialagentldy on May 15th, 2010 06:47 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much! Your words made my day! :-D
sastielsastiel on May 15th, 2010 03:02 pm (UTC)
Oh lord! That was lovely, not too sad either. Wonderful job hun!
Specialagentldy: excitementgirlspecialagentldy on May 15th, 2010 06:48 pm (UTC)
Thank you! :D
Jady: applause eliotpeculiar_mind on May 15th, 2010 08:28 pm (UTC)
i lied this :)
Specialagentldy: happy2specialagentldy on May 17th, 2010 10:31 pm (UTC)
And I like you. :) :::Snuggles::
Kadysn: 5x22BeautifulSambt_kady on June 17th, 2010 03:21 am (UTC)
Very nice, hon! I liked it. I hope you write more.
Specialagentldy: happy3specialagentldy on June 17th, 2010 03:31 am (UTC)
Thank you very much! I have a hard time modivating myself to write. LOL

I did write one more fanfic that had evilSam. It's buried in my LJ somewhere!
Kadysnbt_kady on June 17th, 2010 03:37 am (UTC)
Un-bury it!
Specialagentldyspecialagentldy on June 17th, 2010 03:42 am (UTC)
LOL Okay, okay. Here it is. I relabled it to make it easier to find too.